LARSEN
DEPARTMENT
PRINT MEDIA
ORIGIN
CALIFORNIA
I re-contextualize my understanding of time and connection. Tethered to the experience of a swiftly deteriorating parent, I explore childhood, play, intimacy, and mortality. In this ongoing moment I consider relationships, view memories, understand grief, pain, love, and joy in one breath. As my father’s mind unravels, I grapple with the weight of my practice. The more I expand, the more he contracts, the more that I learn, the more he forgets. Sometimes the loss of the self comes far before the loss of the body.
I wonder how I can reconcile my knowledge of immense pain with my desire to create beautiful objects. Finely rendered drawings on stained, torn, and worn substrates, I explore what it means to create something precious on a discarded and unwanted material.
My veins run with rainwater, my heart is made of dirt.
All I have is now.
2024
2024, Ballpoint pen, colored pencil, acrylic paint, and beeswax on found cotton drop cloth, 65" x 50"
2024, Monotype, color pencil and ballpoint pen on paper coated in beeswax, 22" x 30" x 18"
2025, Ballpoint pen, graphite, and monotype on BFK coated in beeswax, 22 " x 30"